Author Archives: V

Those eyes that look at me, they read my soul. You touch my skin and I become alive. What a feeling it truly is. I never want it to end. I lay there next to you and think “Can this moment last forever?” You make me so incredibly happy. What a beautiful feeling it is.

I think I knew it from the first time we were together. The way everything flowed so naturally. The way it still does. It’s s fluid and easy. It’s like a breath of fresh air. It’s more than I could have ever asked for. I think about it. How I feel. What this could be.Continue reading “During (7 months)”

Thank you for the happiest i’ve ever been. Thank you for allowing me to feel. For feeding my soul. Making me feel so alive and loved. Even for a moment. It was so fluid, so natural. Thank you for bringing me back to myself. For allowing me to be me fully, without judgement. For allowingContinue reading “7 months”

Do you see me falling? Sometimes I wonder if you’re there.  As i reach for you I wonder if you see me are you still there? 

Who am I without you?  I always assumed there was an “us”, that we were “we” and that that will always be the truth. But life doesn’t go that way. When we walk onto the ledge and stare to the bottom, looking at the waves crashing from the sea. As we feel the wind blowingContinue reading “During (7 yrs)”

And then I opened my eyes and saw. The truth was before my eyes all along. The beautiful sad truth. The one I always knew but couldn’t see. It hit me like a rapid storm. I wouldn’t be the same one anymore. And as tears ran down my tired face, I smiled because I knew.Continue reading “Awakening Part 2 (7 yrs)”

I thought the ship was sinking. I thought there was no way out. And I braced for the fall. But then something beautiful happened. The ship began to open towards the sky. I could touch the clouds. I had never been so high and it was incredible.

I saw it now, clearer then before. How did i never know? How did i never realize? Each day the world becomes more alive and I begin to breath more deeply. The air never felt so good. The world never looked so bright . How did I not notice the gray before? I made a promiseContinue reading “After”

My eyes are slightly open. I feel the ground beneath me. It’s cold and dark, more than I remember. I’ve been here before, but it’s worse than I remember. I can sort of make out the light above. I’m trying so hard to get a feel of it. Some warmth on my body to maskContinue reading “The Bottom of The Pit”

It’s like you wanted me to sink.